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Happy birthday, Annabelle!

Your brother's so proud of you. Eight years old and a LADY! i hope you like your presents, especially the ones from Jack. I love you!

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I'm not happy.

I am, for Annabelle, and she's growing up so fast that I can't help but think of her as a baby and because of that I can't help but think of babies and oh i'm so FUCKED.

what is going to happen? what is going to happen? what am i going to do how can i tell them i wish i didn't have to oh i wish i never did this should never have happened ishoufn't even be in this situation omg oh my god what is wrong with me what is wrong with us what was wrong with CONDOMS

i hate this