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Feb. 17th, 2006 11:04 pmToday Avery hid, and no one could find him for hours. And I looked for hours. I looked all day.
He's asleep now, and I've got an eye on him, because he was asleep when I found him and who knows when he'll wake. I don't know what to say to him when he does. I hope he forgives me for not understanding. I feel like such an idiot. He must have his reasons for being so upset, for leaving me alone, but I just don't know what it is. What they are.
I miss my sister. I feel like she'd understand, even though she's seven. I wouldn't want to burden her but she knows when to come touch my face. My family is the only one not together now. Annabelle's gone. I missed Avery today. I'm back to missing her.
And Jake. I talk to him but it's not the same. I like to think of him with Sophie and Domani, though. With his real dad. There's a game tomorrow. Wish him luck, Jake. I love you.
Renee, how are you holding up?
He's asleep now, and I've got an eye on him, because he was asleep when I found him and who knows when he'll wake. I don't know what to say to him when he does. I hope he forgives me for not understanding. I feel like such an idiot. He must have his reasons for being so upset, for leaving me alone, but I just don't know what it is. What they are.
I miss my sister. I feel like she'd understand, even though she's seven. I wouldn't want to burden her but she knows when to come touch my face. My family is the only one not together now. Annabelle's gone. I missed Avery today. I'm back to missing her.
And Jake. I talk to him but it's not the same. I like to think of him with Sophie and Domani, though. With his real dad. There's a game tomorrow. Wish him luck, Jake. I love you.
Renee, how are you holding up?
