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I love Avery for everything he's ever gone through to get here with us and I'm glad for every amount of self control he's showed (like not getting into the worst drugs. If he was addicted to heroin he'd never get an erection in his life and where the hell would I be, huh?) Not that it's about sex, because it's not. For once in his life, probably. I wish I'd known everything at first. But who knows if we'd be in the same place we are. Avery, I only knew bits of your story, but I want you to remember how much I respect you and love you. You already know how much I dream of you.